I want to rest my head on your shoulder but your shoulder is too far away.
♥
I Wanted….
Someone who would understand everything that makes me who I am and appreciates me the way that I am, with all my quirks and my madness…
Someone who would let me be me and wouldn’t judge me…
Someone who would make me more energetic instead of draining the energy out of me…
Someone I’d grow old with, but with whom I would never feel old…
That someone is you.
I love you!
♥
Nervous Butterflies
In a few weeks I’ll be leaving the only home have ever known to be with you. I have to admit it’s a little scary and I have those nervous butterflies but I’ve never been so sure of anything. I’ve finally come to understand the difference between dread and fear. I feel those butterflies fluttering around inside of me. But they don’t make me want to run the other direction, like the fear has done before. I realize that the fear I feel is only surface level and those butterflies make me want to press myself as close as I can to you – skin to skin, heartbeat to heartbeat, because when I do that, the butterflies quiet their wings and they let me feel you. Feel all of you. I want to be with you, I want all of you.
I love you so much.
♥
Only You
When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and there is only you. Just you and my eyes staring at you. When I’m not with you, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it but I don’t like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing.
I don’t like being apart from you, not hearing your voice, not having you close. Just to be with you, I ache for it. I’m tired of waking up alone.
♥
You See Me
You see me. You know every single detail about me. Not because I tell you or constantly remind you, but because you pay attention. You see who am I. You see what others are to busy or to blind to see. You see me.
I love you.
♥
What Matters
People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more.
I love you!
♥
My Dreams
Another morning, another evening in which you walked through my dreams like you own them … and perhaps you do.
And after I have woken up, put my clothes on, and walked to the kitchen to start the coffee, your arms are still around me and your hands are still in my hair. The things you said to me, during our three weeks together, still ring in my head and heart. While I get the coffee ready, your arms go around my breasts and your face in my neck. And I wonder, sometimes, if I turn around that you will be there, behind me. I could put my back to the counter and face you again. To see you, touch you, and kiss you.
But whenever I turn around, you’re not there.
I look forward to that now not-so-distant day, the day I walk off that plane and into your arms, the day we will be together and never be apart again.
I love you.
♥
When I’m With You
I really, really wanted to write something for you this morning. Something nice for you to wake up to. But I’m afraid my mind is coming up with not much more than daydreams of you and thoughts about how much I miss you. Putting the words “down” seems impossible. I hope you won’t mind but I’ll just borrow some lyrics from a song this time. I love you. ♥
When I’m with you
I’ll make every second count
cause I miss you, whenever your not around
when I kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I’ll make every second count
when I’m with you
yeah we’ve had our ups and downs
but we’ve always worked them out
babe am I ever glad we got this far now
still I’m lying here tonight
wishing I was by your side
cause when I’m not there enough
nothing feels right
so I’m coming back to show you that I’ll love you the rest of my life
– Faber Drive When I’m With You
You Are Loved
You are amazing. You are brave. You are kind. You are smart. You are generous. You are incredible. You are my greatest friend. You are one in a billion. You are a dream come true. You are really something. You are always on my mind. You are fabulous. You are important. You are everything I’ve ever dreamed of. You are what you are. You are unique. You are sexy. You are perfect for me. You are special. You are loved.
♥
Theory
And if I blink my eyes enough, maybe I will wake up and you will still be there, sleeping next to me.
♥
Control
Make me lose control.
♥
Feeling Love
I feel your hands in my hair.
I feel your breath on my neck.
I feel your body pressed so close to mine.
I feel your mouth on my throat.
I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine.
I feel you and I love it.
I hear you say you love me.
I hear you whisper my name.
I hear your breath in my ear.
I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep.
I hear you and I love it.
I see your face break through my world of darkness.
I see you’re in love with me.
I see you and I love it.
I taste your lips.
I taste your tongue.
I taste your throat as I kiss it.
I taste your love.
I taste your passion.
I taste you and I love it.
I smell your cologne as I hold you.
I smell your excitement as you cuddle me.
I smell the smell I’ve been waiting so long to smell.
I smell you and I love it.
I feel you.
I hear you.
I see you.
I taste you.
I smell you.
I do all these things and I love it.
I’m finally with you.
I love it.
I love you.
♥
Smiling
I can’t stop smiling because, after what seems like such a long time, I’ll finally be with you. There’s just something about you … you’re the one I feel happiest with. And when I’m not with you, the only place I want to be is in your arms.
♥
Better Than Anything
I will be seeing you soon and it will be better than anything else.
♥
Hot Love
“You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
You’re so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You’re so fabulous, you’re so good to me, baby”
–Hot by Avril Lavigne
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Yeah, you make me feel… hot!
Together
There are so many things I want us to do together.
♥
Live Love Dream 