I’m horny. I bet you could do something about that.
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I remember when we first started growing close, and I was so afraid, afraid of the way you made me feel. Open, helpless, earnest, unsure. Excited. I was terrified by the thrills of electricity tingling over my skin when your eyes wandered over me, when your hands forged a path under my shirt and I wanted you to keep going. That scared me too, the way I didn’t want to stop you from exploring. I wanted to explore you, your tanned skin beckoned to me, in your eyes an invitation and a dare I couldn’t refuse. The more I explored the more I found to love. The fear is only a memory now.
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The months and the years are slipping by and I tell you often enough that I love you. I don’t know, though, if I’ve really told you how loving you has improved the quality of my life in so many ways. I’ve been so happy since we have been together. I would say that I’ve always been a positive person and I try to look on the bright side of things, but being with you has brought me a joy that I have never known before. Life’s just better with you in it.
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Today is Valentine’s Day. I should make you an amazing dinner or we should go out for dinner. I should put on a dress and heels and look fantastic for you. I should greet you at the door with a cold German beer and I should spend the evening cuddling with you and telling you how much I love you. Instead, we will sleep all day and we will work all night. It’s ridiculous that we have to work night shift on today of all days. But, it’s the thoughts that count, right?
I know I don’t say it enough, but I am a lucky woman. And I love you very, very much. Thank you for being my husband. There is no one else I’d rather laugh with and love.
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