Who I Became

What I Became

Because you didn’t want to lose him, you lost yourself in the process…

You became a girl who kept being mistreated and you formed a habit of saying “I’m used to it.”

You became a girl who kept being unappreciated and you began to tell yourself “It’s okay.”

You became a girl who kept being undervalued and you learned how to say “I’m fine.”

You became a girl who kept being put last and you naturally reacted with “it is what it is.”

You became a girl who kept being taken for granted and you dealt with it by repeating “Everything’s okay.”

You became a girl who kept being unhappy and you regularly told people “I’m fine.”

That’s not okay or fine or any other lie you tell yourself just so you can get though another day without breaking down.

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Through It All

through it all

I stayed with you through all the bullshit because I was torn between not givin up on the person I loved and coming to term with the fact that the person I loved no longer existed inside the body I was staring at everyday. And I don’t give a fuck what anyone says … that is really difficult. But, true love stays, even when things get difficult.

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