I Love You

I love you. I love your eyes. I love your smell. I love your hair. I love your laugh. I love your skin. I love everything inside you. And I’ll try to make all the parts that I find, happy. Because you make me happy. So very much.

Long Distance = Wrong Distance

Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear?

Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or so, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you?

Have I ever told you that there has been times when I’ve ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried?

Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me?

Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take?

Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay?

Have I ever told you how much I love you?

Time and Space

I just want you to know I really dislike this experience, the often unsettling unpredictability of time and space. We spend a lot of our days and nights waiting as time shifts between the zones. We have moments together, but they’re always painfully fleeting. It will be so nice – thirty days from now – to have you in my time zone, my arms, my bed. Very nice indeed.
 
I love YOU.

Long.Distance.Romance.

The distance may be great and all we have is the phone. Sometimes we stay up extremely late, like last night. Hearing your voice makes my sleepiness the next morning worth it. Emails, texting and talking will just have to make-do.
 
I’ll keep dreaming of us, until we can see each other again. (Christmas isn’t that far away) Being with you is all I think about. I get butterflies in my stomach, just at the mere thought of you. Did you know, you left me awestruck that weekend in November?

Distance may be great but I’ll always love you forever, I promise. 

I Will Love You

I have accepted you for who you are. Not what you can be.
All of you.
And I have and will love you none the less.

Time Wasted?

We spent so many years apart. Was that time wasted, or was it simply a requirement that we walk those long but merging paths first? Who knows. Maybe I didn’t have you back then but I have you now and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world.

I Miss You Like Hell

“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling into at night. I miss you like hell.”
Edna St. Vincent Millay

One

At this moment, there are 6,781,800,189 people in the world. 33,592,700 of them live in Canada. Six billion plus people in the world, six billion plus souls. And sometimes… all you need is one.

Wishes

I loved this rhyme when I was little.

“Starlight, Starbright – First star I see tonight; I wish I may, I wish I might, Have the wish I wish tonight.”

My simple wishes back then were for things like a new doll or a sleepover with a friend…

Now my heart wishes for bigger things like… Wishing you were here. Wishing I was there. Wishing it was different.

Wishing wishes came true.

Fairy Tale Love

“Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.” 

-Source Unknown

What Is Love

“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”

– St. Augustine in Captain Corelli’s Mandolin

Love Is…

“Love is just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper meaning.”
~Source Unknown

Counting The Days

My love, I cannot stand this. It is just too hard to be away from you. I am usually okay, but at times like this (especially tonight) it just becomes too much to bear. I cannot sleep tonight from thinking of you.

Each day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Although I know it’s hard for us to be apart, distance means so little when you love someone so much. I know there is nothing that can keep us apart forever. Our desires will continue to stretch across any distance, over every mountain between us. 

Love Is…

“Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day.”  Nicholas Sparks

I Miss You

When I say “I miss you” it isn’t just words. Not characters on a blinking screen. Not shallow motives sent through satellites blinking and breaking through invisible spaces
navigated by cell phones and computers.

I miss you.

Every second of every day. Through daydreams and doldrums. My everyday suffers suffers from a lack, a lack of you. Not being close enough, close enough to touch your ordinary day.

When I say “I miss you” they aren’t just words. A shivering shudder runs through my soul, consistently brushing my heart which chases shadows away with the memory of your presence.

It’s an overflowing emptiness having you so far away. But still it feels the same to have you fill the fractures in me. Equal bits of completion. Complete the empty void. The void which is constantly in flux. Fluctuating emotions mean I wish you were here

Written Words

Miss You - Words

It begins with the written word, your words and mine, writing separately about our lives. The lives of two people in different parts of this vast Great White North. The existence of two ultimately lonely souls. Or was it two parts of one soul separated and lost?

 I miss you my love.

The Only Thing I Want

Love - I Love U

The only thing I want is to be in love with you. I want to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth speaking the words that captivate me.

The only thing I want is to be in love with you… to watch each day pass by like seconds on a clock that never runs.

I only want to forget the world, forget everything I’ve ever known… I want to find myself in you and become what I have longed for.

I Miss You

Miss You - Words

I miss you so much right now…
I need to feel you against me.
I want to melt in your embrace.
I need you so much right now…
I crave your lips on my neck…
And the way you whisper in my ear,
that makes me weak at the knees.
I want you so much right now…
I miss your smile and your laugh.

I miss your warmth and your touch.
I miss everything that you are.
I miss everything you make me feel, when we’re together.

Every passing day we spend apart is pure torture…
Seeing you at last, made it all worthwhile.
But still I have to say…
I miss you so much right now…

Love Letters

Love - Letter

Hello My Love,

Sometimes I sit down to write you and all my thoughts about you rush into my mind at once. I think of everything in a single second but I cannot express the thoughts into words.

There are flashes of how small I am standing next to you but how safe I felt in your arms, images of your face, the sound of your voice, the feel of your hands and the words you have written – they are all floating in front of my eyes.  As I envision these intoxicating pieces of you, I feel my body relax into a gentle dream and I float away with my thoughts of you.

Tonight is one of those nights. I have no desire to lift myself from this state, if you’ll allow me the indulgence. Perhaps you’ve had those moments too? It not something from which you ever really want to awaken is it?

Be with me and dream with me, my love, until that moment when the dreams become reality. Until that moment when we are together. 

Memory of You

Miss You - Memoeries Lingers

We kissed goodbye and went our separate ways but the memory of you lingers on. Missing you sometimes catches up with me, sweeps me in its path and leaves my body sprawled on a desert dune and my soul lost in a labyrinth of space and time.

I’ll miss you ’til the plane brings you back to me once more.

And I Miss You

Mising You - Timeslessness

You’d flown away with your mended wings, years earlier.

I never thought I’d see you again.

Then you came back.

I was old, hobbled and tired.

You asked me if I’d still have you, with your old wings and silver hair.

It wasn’t age that I saw in that moment.

It was timelessness. 

 ♥

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