Romance On the Road

Romance-on-the-road

I want to go on a road trip. Just you and me. The highway, the radio, the blue sky, the back roads, and windows down. We will talk about everything and nothing. We will make memories we will never forget. Just you and me.

Always

Always

I love you. After all this time. I still love you. It’s always been you. It was you yesterday. It was you today. It will be you tomorrow. And for the rest of my life. It will be you. I love you.

I Forgive You

I Forgive You

I forgive you, I really do. I am releasing this into the universe, surrendering it all because carrying this heaviness and hurt is a poison that is slowly killing me. I’m making the choice to forgive you because I need peace in my heart.

I forgive you for not loving me the way I wanted you to, the way you told me you would in the beginning. I forgive you for not being the man I thought you were, the man you pretended to be. I forgive you for hurting me. I forgive you for not wanting me the way I wanted you. I forgive you for all these feelings of unworthiness you brought to my doorstep and left for me to clean up. (It’s going to take a long time to clean up this mess.)

I forgive you breaking my tender heart and making me feel like nothing special. I forgive you for the tears I cried, for this empty feeling in my heart. I forgive you for not being man enough to talk to me and tell me how you felt.  I forgive you for not thinking enough of me or our time together to tell me the truth.

As hard as it is, I forgive you for it all.

Tiny Little Pieces

 

Tiny Little Pieces

You could break my heart into tiny little pieces and I’d still pick them up and put them back in your hand.

(Hard to find someone like that, right?)

💔

 

Sometimes

Sometimes

Sometimes I think about when we used to talk. We’d talk about dreams and fears and how real change could happen with a little time. But now more than a little time has gone by and now we don’t talk anymore. I try to remember all the things I wanted then. And all the things I want now and what’s different and what’s the same. I sometimes miss that dreaming we would do when we still talking. Before the avalanche came down and everything changed. When I believed in you and thought you believed in me.

Because even if things were wrong then and I knew about it, I didn’t yet know the full extent. I couldn’t possibly have. And even if I was without that knowledge, ignorant me was happy with the dreaming. She was happy with the talking. Sometimes those are the things we’re willing to trade. Talking instead of silence. Dysfunction instead of truth. Dreaming instead of leaving. A happy me for a happier you.

You can’t pick and choose the things you want in a person, but if I could, I’d pick the you who would let me rest my head on his chest and tell me the things he wanted to do.

Worthless

Worthless

I needed you and you weren’t there. I needed you and you made me feel like I wasn’t good enough. I needed you and you didn’t love me, oh you said you did but your actions told me a different story. I needed you and you acted like I didn’t exist. I needed you and you broke me.

💔

Destruction

Destruction

I watched you destroy everything we had and I didn’t say a word because… I still loved you.

💔

I’m Confused

Confusion

Why can’t you just tell me what you feel, because how you act is confusing me.

💔

Stars In Your Eyes

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I saw stars in your eyes. But, they were twinkling for someone else’s sky.

💔

Love Me Just the Way I Am

Appreciate Your Love

You tend to get a little idealistic. You romanticize someone to the point where you almost take away their humanity. When you finally start to realize that they are only human, made up of quirks and mistakes, you lose interest pretty quickly and are constantly disappointed because people never live up to the version of them you’ve created in your mind. But, then again, how could they? You need to allow people room to be themselves, without your ideas of them. Stop being so hard on the person you love and try and learn to appreciate them just as they are.

I’m Not Perfect

I'm Not Perfect

Keep in mind that you’re never going to find someone who is perfect or a perfect match. Because the truth is, you’re not perfect. And you never will be. And you know what? Neither is anyone else. You’re only going to find other flawed human beings who are going to do their best to love you. Try and accept and appreciate less than perfection. You’ll find it easier to find love that way.

 

Suspicious

Suspicious

I hate being suspicious about things, but damn  that gut feeling is always right.

💔

Patience Has a Limit

I’m a very patient person but this has been going on long enough. It’s time. Time for you to break up with the work gf.

I thought that this infatuation would have run its course by now. But I have come to realise the infatuation has turned into full blown obsession.

My patience has worn thin. Time for you stop behaving like a single man. Lest you become one.

💔

How Could You

How Could You

I took it personal because I wouldn’t have done it to you. Never.

💔

I Wish I Could

I gave it all and you gave me shit
I wish I could do exactly what you did
I wish I could hurt you back
Love, what would you do if you couldn’t get me back
You’re the one who’s gonna lose
Something so special, something so real
Tell me boy, how in the fuck would you feel?
If you couldn’t get me back
That’s what I wish that I could do to you
💔

People Change

People Change

She used to call him her “life.” So what happen then? Well, her “life” changed.

People change.

Even the devil was an angel once.

💔

Unforeseen Consequences

 

 

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Love Actually is one of my favourite movies. One of the saddest parts is when Emma Thompson’s character notices her husband’s, played by Alan Rickman, reaction to his attractive co-worker.

Karen: Mia’s very pretty.

Harry: [nonchalantly but unconvincingly] Is she?

Karen: You know she is, darling. Be careful there.

💔

 

You’re Special

Nobody is as special as you are to me.

And When I Dream

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I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.

She Loves Me

she-loves-me

I do love both of those things but I love you most of all.

thinking-of-you

I always think of you,
in my sleep,
in my dreams,
I always think of you,…

Ripples

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Your touch does to me what a pebble would do when dropped into the calm waters of a lake. You send ripples through my body.

Cheesy Love

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And because you’re awesome just like me.

 

Love of My Life

Love of My Life

I only want to be with you two times…

Now and forever.

 

You Rule

you-rule

I have fantasies and I have realities. You rule both my worlds.

Every Single Bit

 

all-love

All of me loves all of you.

 

In Your Heart

In Your Heart

Before you, I knew that I would never be suited for a conventional love relationship. How could a woman who exists mostly in her own inner world, so tightly controlled, ever share a life with another person — until “death do us part,” no less? Every attempt I’d ever made at normal had failed miserably. I am too complicated, too particular, too anal as you put it.

But when I curl into your chest’s concave spot that is just my shape and size, and you wrap your arms around me, and you whisper, “I love you, sweetheart,” I don’t think you realize that I have found my safe and peaceful space in your heart — my happiest, hope-filled place. And my inner world isn’t just mine anymore. It’s yours, too.

Yummy

tumblr_n3iwmcxlNX1r4jst5o1_500You taste good.

Detached

Detached

My brain cells are swimming in murky, uneventful, unfulfilled-infested waters. I am in need of some cerebral adrenaline rush. Where we were seems to have been buried so deep into the soil that I almost don’t remember how it was. I feel we are unconnected. I stay mostly quiet now. There’s nothing much to say. Except, observe. I wish I could be as detached as you are. The past few months don’t seem to have rattled you at all. But that has always been our difference.

We need this vacation next month to recharge and reconnect as a couple. With no distractions. Just becoming close again.

 

Amazing Love

I am amazed when I look at you. Not just because of your looks but because of the fact everything I’ve ever wanted is right in front of me.

 

You Are Loved

You Are Loved

You are my favourite person.

Reason

Thanks

So happy you are in my life.

Chemistry of Love

Addicted

Chemistry is you touching my mind and it setting my body on fire.

 

 

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The sexiest thing you can do to me is crawl inside my head and make my imagination run wild.

Let’s Talk

Lets Talk

The conversation between your fingers and my skin is the most important discussion you can ever have.

 

Tasty

Tasty

I taste you and realise I’ve been starving.

 

 

Look of Love

Look of Love

Even before you touched me I belonged to you… all you had to do was look at me.

Thinking About You

Thinking About You

You never leave my mind… even when I have a million things to worry about.

 

Sometimes

Sometimes

Sometimes someone comes into your life and changes everything. Raises the standards, makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you.

Kiss Me

Kiss Me

You have lips. I have lips. Interesting….

 

Fell Hard

I Love You Because

I fell in love with you because of the million things you never knew you were doing.

 

 

 

So Into You

Into You

Words, however special could never tell you all the love I have for you within my heart.

 

L Hearts B

LB

If loving you was a job, I would be the most deserving, dedicated and qualified candidate. In fact, I would even be willing to work for free.

 

Purpose of Life

Love Love Love

I didn’t think my life had a purpose until you came into it and made me realise it was you who I was missing; and the purpose of my life was to love you.

 

Always You

Always

I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you look. The silent moments we share. Because it’s about you. It’s always about you.

Me Minus You

Me Minus You

Me without you and your love would be like:

YouTube without videos

Facebook without friends

Whatsapp with no messages

Just For Laughs without any humour

And Google with no results

Fallen

Butterflies

I have completely fallen for you. Everything you do, everything you say, everything you are. You’re my first thought in the morning, you’re my last thought before I fall asleep and you’re almost every thought in between.

 

 

Expressions of Love

Expressions of Love

I will never be able to adequately express just how much you mean to me.  I don’t think they have invented an actual word for how much I love you yet.  I only hope, for the rest of our lives, you will always know just how much you mean to me, how deeply in love with you I am, and how lucky I feel to have you as my husband.

And The Years Go By

And The Years Go By

After all of these years, you are still the most wonderful man I know.

Happy Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine's Day

Everyday with you is Valentine’s Day for me.