Voices In My Head

 

Voices in My Head

Even when I’ve learned to live with insecurities, I still am afraid that I may be losing you. I now wonder if I’m capable of meeting what you desire. Sometimes I wish I was a little different – skinniner, sexier, a gym freak – perhaps that would diminish the voices in my head. But no, I am me, not her.

Stars In Your Eyes

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I saw stars in your eyes. But, they were twinkling for someone else’s sky.

💔

When You Fall In Love

When You Fall in Love

When I was in university my psychology professor said:

“When you fall in love with someone you aren’t interested in anyone else. If you are, you aren’t in love.”

I think everyone needs to hear that.

Under a Microscope

under a microscope

You were too busy finding faults in me while I was too busy overlooking yours.

💔

 

Love Me Just the Way I Am

Appreciate Your Love

You tend to get a little idealistic. You romanticize someone to the point where you almost take away their humanity. When you finally start to realize that they are only human, made up of quirks and mistakes, you lose interest pretty quickly and are constantly disappointed because people never live up to the version of them you’ve created in your mind. But, then again, how could they? You need to allow people room to be themselves, without your ideas of them. Stop being so hard on the person you love and try and learn to appreciate them just as they are.

I’m Not Perfect

I'm Not Perfect

Keep in mind that you’re never going to find someone who is perfect or a perfect match. Because the truth is, you’re not perfect. And you never will be. And you know what? Neither is anyone else. You’re only going to find other flawed human beings who are going to do their best to love you. Try and accept and appreciate less than perfection. You’ll find it easier to find love that way.

 

Attention Seekers

Attention Seeker

… and I would rather have the heart of one man, over the attention of many.

💔

 

What Will Be, Will Be

What Will Be Will Be

I won’t ever tell you what you can and cannot do. I’ve signed up to be your partner, not your parent. If you want to put yourself in a position that can ruin what we have, then so be it.

What I will tell you is what I like and don’t like. This is where compromise and respect comes in.

Enough

Enough

Cheating, most of us have been there. You don’t ever see it coming because it’s the small things that build up over time that invite the toxicity into your life.

Shock, anger, rage, and sadness infiltrated my mind along with the usual dosages of self-doubt. Was I not pretty enough? Was I not smart enough? Where did I go wrong? What did she have that I didn’t have? What was I lacking that would make him want to stray…

ENOUGH.

Enough is enough. I sulked in that pity party for far too long when I decided to reach up and slap myself in the face. You are not a reflection of someone else’s decision to be unfaithful. Your self-worth is not bound to their confusion and lack of appreciation for you.

Life is 10 percent of what happens to you and 90 percent of how you react to it. Life is going to happen and heartbreak is inevitable. Use these seasons of hardship as the fuel you need to set ablaze the fire that will ignite you into a better future.

Suspicious

Suspicious

I hate being suspicious about things, but damn  that gut feeling is always right.

💔

What Do Your Actions Show

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Never try to control him. Let him do what he wants so you can see what he’d rather do. His actions will show how much he respects you.

 

No Time for You

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When those texts start getting shorter with you, they’re getting longer with someone else.

 

Disposable Love

Disposable Love

Love, despite living in Disposable Culture, will not dispose of a person for some far-off idealization of a perfect person.

💔

In the Silence

In the Silence

And in the silence I suddenly understood the many ways a person can die but still be alive.

💔

Phubbing

Phubbing

Phubbing: the habit of snubbing someone in favour of a mobile phone

 

One day she’ll get tired.

You’ll know when that day comes.

It will be the day you feel as ignored as she did.

💔

 

 

A Woman’s Intuition

Women's Intution

A woman’s intuition is dangerous.
If she keeps questioning you about a specific topic, over and over again, she really isn’t looking for an answer. She already knows the truth but wants to see if you’re going to be honest with her.

 

 

I Care

I Care

When you are a good person you don’t lose people, they lose you.

💔

Game of Love

Love

Looks like I won “the I love you more” game.

One I would have gladly given anything to lose.

💔

Simple Love

Simple Love

I miss when love felt simple. When love was without thought and without worry. I miss when love felt as natural and as easy as breathing, when everything we did and everything we said was out of love.

I miss when love was not a list of reasons why I should stay and why I should go, neither of them winning, neither of them making sense. I miss when love was not tangled up in resentment and hurt, and anger.

I miss when you were the answer to every question, not the one creating them. I miss when love was not a game of secrets when I had to play detective to uncover your latest crime. I miss when you told me things before I discovered them, I miss when there was never anything to discover in the first place. I miss when your phone did not feel like a loaded weapon, when it did not feel like something which would go off and rip my entire world apart. I miss when female names did not feel like stab wounds to my chest. I miss when I was not convinced you wanted to fuck her. I miss calmness inside my body instead of this twisting, sickening feeling like I’m hurtling towards the ground.

I miss when love felt simple. When love was exactly what I had spent my whole life knowing it to be. I miss when love was just happiness and contentment when our love was the definition of the word. I miss when I knew that what I felt and what we shared was love. It was easier that way, certain, concrete. Love meant you and me forever, for always.

But now, I’m not sure what love is, I’m not even sure it lives with us anymore. I miss when love was not tears and silent treatment. When love was not locking myself in the bathroom and sobbing so much my chest felt as if it might collapse. I miss when love was not this, not hurtful, not pain. I miss when love felt like love, like flying, like freedom. I miss when love did not feel like a knife carving away at me, taking pieces of me, making me come apart.

I miss when love felt simple.

💔

 

One Day

One Day

One day you will understand why storms are named after people.

💔

Be Loyal or Stay Single

 

Be Loyal

It should be a no brainer.

💔

You’re There

What Really Matters

And you knew what you were doing when you were doing it.

💔

 

 

 

You Realize

You Realize

And finally you realize…. you can’t force consistency, loyalty or even honesty.

You can’t force them to keep their word, or to communicate… or to realize something special is right in front of them.

💔

 

Profound Statement

Profound Statement

The mind replays what the heart cannot delete. Such a profound statement.

💔

 

What You Wanted?

Is this what you wanted
Is this what you needed me to be
I heard that she’s perfect
But she isn’t me

It should’ve been you and me
I could’ve been all you need
We could have got older and older
Why can’t you see
We should’ve had all our dreams
You could’ve had everything that you wanted
Is this really what you wanted 

 

 

 

Tainted Love

Sometimes I feel I’ve got to
Run away I’ve got to
Get away
From the pain that you drive into the heart of me
I’ve lost my light and I can’t sleep at night

How Could You

How Could You

I took it personal because I wouldn’t have done it to you. Never.

💔

Body or Soul

 

Body or Soul

If a man loves a woman’s soul, he’ll end up loving one woman. But, if he just loves a woman’s body or face, all the women in the world won’t satisfy him.

Happy Easter

Happy Easter

What if happy thoughts would multiply like rabbits.

When I Realised

When I Realised

Even when I realised I could no longer trust you, I still could not keep myself from loving you. Even when I realised you didn’t deserve me, I still felt like I deserved you. Because I had already given so much of me, and invested so much time and energy into “us” that it didn’t seem fair to walk away with nothing.

💔

 

Broken Trust

Broken Trust

I trusted you….

That’s all I want to say.

💔

Penny For Your Thoughts

 

Penny For Your Thoughts

And I can’t believe I hadn’t realized that when we spent all those moments together she was in the back of your mind the whole fucking time.

💔

Not Maybe

Not Maybe

Nothing boils my blood more than a guy making a girl feel crazy for her suspicions when he’s doing exactly what she’s questioning about.

 

People Change

People Change

She used to call him her “life.” So what happen then? Well, her “life” changed.

People change.

Even the devil was an angel once.

💔

I’m Not Perfect

I'm Not Perfect

I’m not perfect. When it comes to relationships, I mess up, I fall too hard, I get easily jealous. But there are three things I am proud of being me:

 

  1. I do not play
  2. I give my best
  3. When I choose you, it’s only you

 

And When I Dream

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I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I’ll dream of you. Because it’s about you, it’s always about you.

Love of My Life

Love of My Life

I only want to be with you two times…

Now and forever.

 

I Just Knew

I Just Knew

The first time you touched me, I knew I was born to be yours.

 

Destiny

Love

There is a reason people like you and me find each other. Maybe it’s chance, maybe it’s fate, but I know it’s not an accident.

Awesome Husband

Awesome Husband

Yου are the best.

Love Is…

Love

The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws. That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail and why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness’ sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to be with someone in spite of their flaws. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it’s seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.

 

 

Three Important Things

Three Important Things

That’s what marriage is all about.

Cause and Effect

Actions speak louder than words.

We

I have always been able to control everything … except my heart around you. When you walk into a room there is no controlling that light-headed feeling along with a serious bout of butterflies.

It’s like I have only ever surrendered my heart to you, no one else, just you. You know my hopes, my fears, my struggles, my wants. Oh, I can try to hide them from you with words but you are the only one who is able to read the thoughts behind my eyes.

You are my puzzle. I can control every other aspect of my life but my feelings for you never dwindle.

Real Time Love

I haven’t been on here lately and it’s not that I have forgotten but I am busy … enjoying life in real time with with you. Afterall, why be on a computer when I can be with the man I love.

All Day Long

I just want to stay in bed and snuggle and eat cereal and watch movies with you all day long. Our feet tangled in sheets but that won’t matter because they are our sheets.

I love you.

A Different Love

You like hot dogs – I like hamburgers
You like Cheese Whiz – I like Havarti
You like rock – I like hip-hop
You like steak – I like chicken
You like beer – I like wine
You like true stories – I like fairy-tales

But in spite of of the differences…

You love me & I love you 

Hit By Love

Looking back is easy
If you’ve got memories like ours
It took a moment to believe
But there we were, the two of us
Hit by love

Lila McCann Hit By Love

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However inappropriate this picture may be, I just love it. To me, it’s like getting slapped broadside across the face with the fact that I am in love!  It’s a fun and exhilarating feeling – it’s a feeling of being excited about love.  

Fun, thrilling, exciting… all words to describe how I feel about you.  

♥ 

Only You

When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and there is only you. Just you and my eyes staring at you. When I’m not with you, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it but I don’t like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing.

I don’t like being apart from you, not hearing your voice, not having you close. Just to be with you, I ache for it. I’m tired of waking up alone. 

You See Me

 

You see me. You know every single detail about me. Not because I tell you or constantly remind you, but because you pay attention. You see who am I. You see what others are to busy or to blind to see. You see me.

I love you.

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