Simple Love

Simple Love

I miss when love felt simple. When love was without thought and without worry. I miss when love felt as natural and as easy as breathing, when everything we did and everything we said was out of love.

I miss when love was not a list of reasons why I should stay and why I should go, neither of them winning, neither of them making sense. I miss when love was not tangled up in resentment and hurt, and anger.

I miss when you were the answer to every question, not the one creating them. I miss when love was not a game of secrets when I had to play detective to uncover your latest crime. I miss when you told me things before I discovered them, I miss when there was never anything to discover in the first place. I miss when your phone did not feel like a loaded weapon, when it did not feel like something which would go off and rip my entire world apart. I miss when female names did not feel like stab wounds to my chest. I miss when I was not convinced you wanted to fuck her. I miss calmness inside my body instead of this twisting, sickening feeling like Iā€™m hurtling towards the ground.

I miss when love felt simple. When love was exactly what I had spent my whole life knowing it to be. I miss when love was just happiness and contentment when our love was the definition of the word. I miss when I knew that what I felt and what we shared was love. It was easier that way, certain, concrete. Love meant you and me forever, for always.

But now, Iā€™m not sure what love is, Iā€™m not even sure it lives with us anymore. I miss when love was not tears and silent treatment. When love was not locking myself in the bathroom and sobbing so much my chest felt as if it might collapse. I miss when love was not this, not hurtful, not pain. I miss when love felt like love, like flying, like freedom. I miss when love did not feel like a knife carving away at me, taking pieces of me, making me come apart.

I miss when love felt simple.

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One Day

One Day

One day you will understand why storms are named after people.

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Be Loyal or Stay Single

 

Be Loyal

It should be a no brainer.

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You’re There

What Really Matters

And you knew what you were doing when you were doing it.

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You Realize

You Realize

And finally you realize…. you can’t force consistency, loyalty or even honesty.

You can’t force them to keep their word, or to communicate… or to realize something special is right in front of them.

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Profound Statement

Profound Statement

The mind replays what the heart cannot delete. Such a profound statement.

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How Could You

How Could You

I took it personal because I wouldn’t have done it to you. Never.

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Body or Soul

 

Body or Soul

If a man loves a woman’s soul, he’ll end up loving one woman. But, if he just loves a woman’s body or face, all the women in the world won’t satisfy him.

Broken Trust

Broken Trust

I trusted you….

That’s all I want to say.

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Penny For Your Thoughts

 

Penny For Your Thoughts

And I can’t believe I hadn’t realized that when we spent all those moments together she was in the back of your mind the whole fucking time.

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Not Maybe

Not Maybe

Nothing boils my blood more than a guy making a girl feel crazy for her suspicions when he’s doing exactly what she’s questioning about.

 

People Change

People Change

She used to call him her “life.” So what happen then? Well, her “life” changed.

People change.

Even the devil was an angel once.

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What Really Matters

What Really Matters

I don’t care how many people flirt with you …. it’s what you say back that really matters.

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